R&B : Jazz Music and Shoulder Massage softens me....LOL

Just came back from Leonard Drake in 1u after having a facial session...
According to the lady, I did a Polishing Treatment
I didn't know what to expect so I was just lying down and almost fell asleep along the way...
Before the facial, the staff, Sandra actually did a questionaire with me about all my health status, living habits
and then she asked my something about Lavative, which I clearly do not know...
and then what's my skin concern and I answered Whiteheads&Blackheads and Dark Circles
and erm... questions like how strong you want the massage to be?, can you stand the pain during extraction? etc etc...
My Beautician, Evelyn asked me how old am I and I said Seventeen
and the first thing she say :

"Wow then you have a very good skin!"

*smug smug* LOL!!!

yea the whole thing was pretty comfortable....but the massaging kinda scared me abit...
she was pressing my forehead with who-knows-how-many-newton of strength...
and when she was doing the extracting part, I thought my facial bones are gonna break...
but despite the pain, it's still very very comfortable....
and OMG she manage to get all my Super Stubborn(SS) whiteheads out...*Joys!!*
She damn pro....LOL
but this simply proves that Beauty has a price to pay...
and and and....she did some eye massage with some eyes serum i guess and I think my dark circles are less visible now....amazing rite?

At one point, I was going to laugh bcoz the girl was massaging my shoulders and they were playing some really sexy jazz music which made me feel....."so weird" that I wanted to laugh...LOL 

Thanks to powderruum at Ruumz.com for the treatment voucher =)

Before and After

I know there's not much difference...but look closely

hehe I actually have the guts to take my big-fat-and-use-to-be-dominated-by-whiteheads nose in close distance!

The Clean Start sample kit which I haven't use yet

will use it tonight and review about it soon!

Did a face mapping thing on my first visit to redeem the voucher...

see how she pokes the nose with her pen??

She wrote (from top to bottom)

Uneven skin tone

Whiteheads

Acne Marks

Oily

yeap...that was it,

i skipped add maths tuition again but I'll replace it tomorrow....

tomorrow is gonna be a bloody long day

with all 3 tuitions at one shot in the afternoon....

Did I get fairer after 10 days from Sports Day?

Random Post...
I don't really know what to blog about so I'm just gonna share what I'm up to this past few days...
Other Than Practicing my Piano Exam Pieces...
I was trying every way I could to get fairer...LOL

10 days after Sports Day...

I think I got fairer....but not very obvious though...

The bottom right photo shows the Garnier's Fairness Meter

well I was 14 at first but I think I'm somewhere near 13 now...

Yay!!!

Okay this post is really random....LOL

byez =)

Interact Installation.....haha....the performance that I enjoyed most!!

Haha....today's the day
and it was an awesome one....
thanks to my awesome friends, Audrey, Fiona, SayWei, Michelle, William, Amelia, JiaWei, ChiaSing, XingYao, MunNee, BeeLee, HuiMun and lotz more!!! Thanks for all the support and the loud cheer when I was on stage, I was really nervous but it definitely gave me an immediate confidence boost....Love you guys!!
so yea I performed Taylor Swift's Love Story (I don't know why on earth I chose that song) secara solo...
I was pretty nervous so I think my voice was very very shaky and bumpy
but I think it was okay...since Chia Sing said : "Taylor Swift is an Asian now!" LOL and Amelia said : "Taylor Swift dyed her hair" LOL! haha....all these comment made me laughed like crazy...
and Oh Thanks Jia Tern for the flower....LOL....
I wanted to bring the flower home but sadly, it belongs to the school.....sigh

so I was very nervous when I come to school
and I realize something was wrong under my feet
holy crap, my shoes' sole came out
Michelle called it "Crocodile Mouth Opening"
WTH? I barely wear those shoes I think the last time I wore was 2008's Int Installation
and now It's opening it's mouth edi....!@$*!@

I really panicked and tried to fix it with cellophone tape, (Special thanks to the form 3 girls at backstage for lending me the cellophone tape)
but NO, it didn't work, but it got worst
I really thought I was gonna embarrass myself on stage... 

I got no choice but to exchange shoes with someone else
and that someone is MunNee.... Thank You so much, you saved my life!!!
yea then prepared for the performance...

This year's Theme : Musical Starlight

hehe My Seat No.

I think I should buy 3D

Backstage

sorry, can't help myself to camwhore when you have a huge mirror in front of you

Some shots of the day

And of course took photos with my awesome friends....LOL

The Cert

The performances was pretty cool, BeeLee you rocked!!!!!

Interact was not bad afterall

I mean the service projects were really fun

like services at Precious Home, JoyHaven and also painting the school, etc etc

I really learned a lot during those projects, especially at JoyHaven...

Then I remember those memories in form 3

where we went to the super crazy orientation and also running the signature drive

oh gosh, I did a lot of funny stuff like singing and dancing in front the seniors

I remember there was one senior who asked me to grade him from 1 - 10 

and I was such a pengampu so I said 11....LOL

yea so much memories to be treasured...

okay now it's over

I really really have to concentrate on Piano and also my scholarship applying thingy....

havent settle all the documents yet...

I guess that's all, ciao for now...

Fellowship Through Service =)

Oh Gosh I'm Nervous....I'm giving out my first time.....

Now I'm asking myself how and why on earth did I sign up for this?
Maybe I was over confident at that time...
or my endocrine system secreted some GIH (guts increasing hormone)
or maybe I thought that since it's the last year in high school, and I've never done anything much about this...so I might as well try...
but think again....I'm ALONE!

 And I have sorry-sore throat now...

okay I'm crapping again...

"It's just a performance after all, why on earth are you scared?"

yes...keep that in head...

anyways....Love BEAST!!

My New Music Inspiration

Love them!! But I think their live singing can still improve...

Yoseob and DooJoon are soo adorable weih...

but GiKwang is killing me...

he's so bloody hot and when he winks....

*something happened*

Best Beast =)
Oh I love YoSeob's INMATE PANTS!!
haha....even the people on Youtube agreed with me! LOL

Yea there will be Interact's Installation tomorrow..

which I'll be performing....all by myself..

It's from 1- 5pm

hope the weather will be nice

I hate sweating in white collared shirt!

and hope that my singing is not the worse among all the performances....

Still so tired....

My Sleep Debt is never gonna be paid off...
I'm constantly feeling tired
and when I'm not, I didn't feel like studying or practicing my piano but I chose to crap over here...
Yea time is tick-ticking and the sight of the calendar kills me...
It's July 21st...
Piano Exam : 5th of August
Trials : 20th of September
SPM : Someday in Nov..
Oh gosh....
Okay Jiawen, stop complaining!!

Anyways, I found my glasses!!!!
It's gone for 2 months which seems like two years. It was hiding behind my sofa which is basically nowhere you can see.This 2 pieces of glass costs 500 bucks and I'm gonna die if I tell my mom I lost it...
But surprisingly, my mom was the one who found it LOL!!

Everything's Gonna Be Fine

At first, I really thought this was the end...
I really thought I should give up
I really thought I should let you two go...
I really thought things will be different
I really thought I'm gonna be more lonely
I really thought my future and hope was gone...
I really thought my heart was broken and will never heal...

but somehow....you two act like nothing happened and you guys are teasing each other happily...

well I guess I should be happy...

but what you two put me through was seriously unbearable...
please don't make me cry anymore... 

but still, I Love You All!! <3

JoYS!!!!!!!! ChEErS!!!!! No NS No more Mess!!!!

lalala I'm so happy about this!!!!

Things are really smooth today...

First, I passes my Interact Installation Audition and now

NS doesn't want me!!! 

That's so awesome-ly Sad....

LOL!!!

180 Musical, It's all about making about the right choice in life...

180 The Musical at DUMC Dream Centre
basically it's an awesome stage play talking about how a person can change their lives and reach their dreams...
I would say it's my first time watching a fully equipped, super pro stage musical...
The music, the dance the settings the actors are all brilliants!!!
Then there was Pastor Daniel telling us how God could help us to choose the right thing in life...
Things were getting pretty rough to me for the past few days
I was really praying for a change....
and I thought God gave me the assurance on that musical that Everything is Gonna Be Fine.
and yes, today everything seems superbly awesome.....other than my super annoying monday blue...
yea....today was peaceful and joyful, no more tears on my face....

Would you choose to do what is right 

and take a 180 degrees turn from the wrong?

Haha....I started the cam whore session right after the play....LOL

Great Day!!

But still I wanna say....

I am so DARK!!!!!

Most Memorable Sports Day!!

It's sports day!!
Since there's already tonnes of sports day's photo on facebook so I might just post a bit that I have in this post...
well yea.....We practiced so long, went daily sunbathing for more than a week just for this "oh-so-wonderful" day....
So yeap, girl guides marching was okay, but unfortunately not good enough to get into top 3...
well KRS got No.3!! Really feel happy for them...

I thought it was a true blessing that there's enough people to march and enough time to train formation for girl guides.... really grateful that we actually qualified....
But still I feel sorry for my seniors for not winning.... they were awesome for the past few years...
I guess our Zaman Kegemilangan is over...haiz....
and sorry for my marchers....for letting you all down....
really thank you guys for the commitment

Thanks Girls!! For being part of us!!

Well went to the House Deco Area...

very strong competition this year...

Blue House Mascot

Jin Chuen, what are you doing??

Yellow House's Leng Lui's...

Purple House Teammates...

Miu where are you looking at????

Green House Mascot - Sze and Miu- and some yellow house marchers...

I must say, Jin Chuen you look like some online game character....LOL

I thought that Sports Day was totally a Cosplay Event for the form 5's....

No should be Cosplay ala Malaysia...

everyone is in different types of costumes
William the Baba, Michelle Lee the Puteri Gunung Ledang, XingYao the Iban, SzeTing the Kadazan and all the really hot and pretty looking Bunga Mangga Girls...
Check out the Fb uploads of Michelle Lee and Fiona
Good job people....you guys are awesome!!!

The Senior Guides.....

My Commander a.k.a My Boss - Jue Ann

Hey dear, sorry that we didn't win.... I know we've put in a lot...

but I'm sure we did earned something rite??

Thanks for being an awesome friend and thanks for holding up the team...

I'm a bad assistant, Am I??

To purple house deco team.... I feel really really sorry...

I think I shouldn't have put myself into the team coz I didn't help at all....

I'm really really sorry that we didn't win

But i really wanna thank you guys for giving me a chance to be part of this team...

thanks for giving me an excuse to use my going-to-rot art tools...

haha...my painting skill is definitely better...

Anyways.... Cheers!!!!

My Last Sports Day in my Secondary School Life is OVER!!!

That means no more marching, no more tanning!!

OMG I'm bloody dark now....

100% No Photoshop

I took this photos at the same place with the same camera so don't tell me is lighting or environmental problem...

This is the FACT:

I look like a Malay...

My mom call it Hitam-Manis....

I really need to get fairer now....

I didn't cry because I'm stressed....
I bloody cried because you're interrupting my lesson by telling an outsider that my family is not a family!!

And you said that I'm crazy....
 

Korean boys are always worth being-scolded-by-your-mum for

Ha!

I've been spending most of my free time far-distance-stalking these boy bands that I'd really really fall in love with...
yea....they just came to M'sia recently, and that was when I start to know them

It's U kiss baybeh!!

I don't really watch 8 e news nowadays but somehow that day I was boring enough to watch and I saw these 7 cute and funny guys and they can actually speak chinese...

okay not all of them.... only Xander, Eli and DongHo

but all of their pronunciation was pretty accurate

you know the koreans always have their own accent when they speak chinese

for example : 的 - de becomes do (anything that is e will become o)

yea and they were really really funny and it's quite cool to see Xander speak canto...

and OMG SooHyun sang Forever Love at the end.....super nice, but sounds abit like 李玖哲 (another singing-in-Chinese-Korean-artist)

yea so I started to check out their mv's and I really really loved their Bingeul Bingeul and Man Man Ha Ni...

Those songs are berry berry catchy....

Totally impressed with SooHyun's (the orange hair one) Sexy voice...

and somehow I like his appearance too, more than any members in the group, he has this very yeng and manly image....and he's the only member that has 6 packs abs... (not very obvious though)

it's pretty weird bcoz the most-popular-boy is Dong Ho

He's cute right?? yes he's the popular baby DongHo

his smile is really mesmerizing...you should watch their variety show : U Kiss Vampire

this boy has outstanding personality weih!! he's a blood type B...

and omg his only 16 this year....wtf?

and I think he's changing his voice so he doesn't really sing...

hopefully their label will let him and Kiseop sing more...

I don't want them to be porcelain vases...

haha another member that I really adore!!!

Kibum a.k.a SS501 HyunJun's brother...

i swear they are really really alike...

yes they look different but also the same at the same time...

yea this guy is freaking funny....

whatever he says makes me laugh like crap...

he's the very Syok Sendiri type...

I'm sure he's the clown of the group...

Yea... U kiss is actually a very very awesome group

though there's only two lead singers (Kevin and SooHyun) but it's already awesome enough..

and their rappers(Xander and Eli) are okay too

the songs are super super catchy

Their live performances are very strong too!!

yea they are the only boy group (after DBSK) which did better in live than recording

They really deserve to be more popular, bigger and hotter!!

really hope that they will improve more...

I'll always support you!!

Next.....Ta-da

B2ST / BEAST

well I'd heard many people talking about them...

and apparently some said they will be the successors of TVXQ..

are you sure?? i guess that will never happen...

then again I somehow accidentally watched a small part of their interview in M'sia

so I started looking for their MV's as well...

The first song I heard was Bad Girl, which I don't like....

but LOVED it!!

then other songs are pretty good too, Say No was another big song to me!

and yea...I think they are similar to DBSK in some ways...

Unlike U-Kiss or ShiNEE, all the members in the group CAN SING!!

I mean they really really can sing...

Which I thought each of them resemble a DBSK member...

DooJun vs YunHo, obviously, they are the leaders and the leader aura is with them

YoSeob vs Xiah, I must say they both have a really sexy and unique voice and sometimes the way YoSeob speaks reminds me of Xiah, which is pretty much all the time....

DongWoon vs Micky, I won't say they look alike, but they are the lower key range people

 and both charismatic

KiKwang and HyunSeung vs Max and Hero, the higher range vocalists

hmm so we have another member... which JunHyung

yes he's the unique and the Xtra!!!!

he's like this really "yeng", stylish and cool rapper but doesn't overboard into LaLa style..

he's just cool, and he's rapper voice is something DBSK doesn't have...

hey I'm not saying DBSK is lack of something, they've always been perfect to me...

and erm....another thing that makes me feel like they are similar to DBSK

is this question :

who's your fave member??

I'm quite sure I'll answer KiKwang first (he's cute and hot, look at his biceps!) but I'll soon add everyone's names...

Just like how I would answer if they asked me who's my fave member in DBSK

all of them are equally talented and hot and cute and awesome!!

that's the best thing about both Groups...

yea....that was what I thought...and I'm very sure Beast will be even popular from now

hope things like contract complications will never occur between them...

Losing DBSK is enough for me, I can't take it anymore...

Not to forget to mention, Beast boys are super hyper duper hilarious!

omg I watched their show called B2ST Almighty

and they literally ripped my mouth apart due to over-excessive-laughing

they are really fun and sweet people with great talents

Their show never fail to make me laugh...

Love Them....Hwating!!

I'll always support uou too!!

Yea they are my idols of the month/year/decade....

I've been watching their videos all the time

and my mum is scolding me for using the comp too much...

OMG, talking bout these boys makes me miss them

I miss you all...

I've never give up on you guys

please don't give me up and also other fans, will you??

I know you have your reasons....but I really hope, I'd always hope that things will work out for 5 of you...

I'll always have the faith for you guys!!

always waiting for your new song to WOW my life!!

Cassiopeia Loves you....

Review : 6 Face Mask, 2 Nose Packs and Eye Mask....

I was running through my photos and i realize I had a lot of all these photos of masks which I haven't review about it...
I've been neglecting the photos....
Time to give some credits for these beauty products....

See Previous Review

1. Nivea Refreshing Moisture Mask & 2. Nivea Active Purifying Mask

I'd review the vitamin mask earlier before and it was totally effective.

But this time....hmm...

The purifying mask didn't work that well on me, I think Garnier's mask was way better though similar in texture...

But the Moisture Mask was pretty good though, 

just like the name suggests, it's really really refreshing and moisturizing!!

and doesn't make your skin oily...

I used it on the day before my performance and it seriously made my very-much-stressed face look better...

so conclusion, they are both pretty good products and the price is really reasonable...

RM5.90 for 2 uses each mask

3. PureDerm Red Ginseng Mask

That's what a Yellow-Man like me needs....

Ginseng promotes circulation so yea..

It really did gave a bit of glow on my face after using it...

Repeat : Just a bit 

p/s : has a really strong ginseng smell as if you're in a Chinese herbs shop...

costs about RM 5 something (if my always-forget-brain remembers...)

4. The Face Shop Ceramide mask

Well my cousin bought this for me

basically, it's a BASIC mask, i suppose

For greater skin, hydration and elasticity...

Like duh? which sheet mask does not do that??

yea...but I absolutely love this one...

It's easily absorbed and I love the mask sheet, very fitting =)

This one costs RM5.90, which is the cheapest mask in the shop (According to cousin)

5. Etude House Pearl Extract Mask

yeap I really do need blood circulating boosters...

and Pearl Extract is another example...

not that bad after all, gives a subtle glow after use..

I think Etude house really changed their mask sheet quality which is now more fitting and more comfortable

Honestly I really adore the packaging, LOL!!

costs RM 6.90

6. Beauty Queen Natural Clay Mask from Sasa

oh my gosh this was the weirdest mask I've ever had in my life!!

It's not a mud mask, but mud-in-a-sheet mask

and OMG the smell was excruciating, okay, to me it is...

it's really earth-ly scented...

The mask is Brown in color

and apparently only this type has the mud smell...

My cousin was using the for-oily-skin type which is black in color...

but at least no mud smell...LOL

so you have to wash your face again to get rid of the mud-essence(urgh) despite it's a sheet mask...

costs RM 7.90 (not sure about the original price, bought this on sale)

7. Biore Pore Pack BLACK

I use to think all these pore packs are useless, but I was pretty desperate because my nose was turning into a blackheads field...

so decided to steal this from my brother

(it was his Christmas present but sadly he didn't use at all, WHAT A WASTE!!)

and yea it really works...

only for BLACKHEADS, my WHITEHEADS are still standing straight on my nose....

you can see all the tiny little fatty-acids on the nose strip...

but I've heard that it makes your pores bigger,

but not really in my case, use toner lor!!

RM10 or 11 for 10 strips

8. Etude House Green Tea Nose Pack

it works at the same way as Biore's Pore Pack

but in extra, it has a very pleasant green tea smell, and it's green in color...

which you can't really see the blackheads after tearing off...

It works pretty well too.... but in my cousins case, it didn't work at all....

yea the Biore one was way better

and WAY CHEAPER...

this one costs like RM 4.90 something per strip.

9. Sasatinnie Intensive Sparkling White Eye Mask

In simple words, it's not helping with the dark circles

but for relaxing and reducing eye bags, yes it did helped...

Used this before my performance too!!

but I still looked like a panda at the next day.....sigh...

costs RM3.90 for 3 pairs, quite a deal though =)

I just found out that I have tonnes of sample not used in my drawer...

will use it and review it soon!! =)