I'll marry you for sure.....

Please come back......
I really need you
the days without you were excruciating
and it seemed like ages....
OhMyGosh......can you just come back to me?????
I really really want you back..............

My Dear Voice

I really didn't know how much I love my voice until I lost it

Humans are always like that, you never appreciate whatever you have until you realize it's gone....

I couldn't talk for days, let alone sing
and I feel like I'm gonna die now.....
2 days ago, when I woke up and realize I can't speak at all
it felt like the world is gonna end to me
I can tell you that I'm not exaggerating, that was exactly how I felt....
and then when I start to listen to music, it punched my heart so deeply that I couldn't sing along with that song
and that was when I realize how much I love singing and I'll do whatever it takes to just sing....

It's been a week already, and I can hardly speak now...
gosh....I can't stand this anymore....

I told myself if I got my voice back, I'm gonna marry my voice
and I'M SERIOUS!!
I swear I'll be committed to my vocal cords and do whatever it takes to protect it, to love it, to appreciate it
I'll never lose you again....
and I'm gonna sing like there's no tomorrow =)

I'll sing like there's no tomorrow

Statement : Holidays started and I'm not studying.

anyways, nothing much happened
went shopping with Audrey on monday hehe....
oh wait I should use your full name,
I WENT SHOPPPING WITH AUDREY SAN EE MEI

haha.....Audrey, a really awesome friend of mine, she searched her name at Google, due to her loa-ness, only to find out that my blog was on top of the list and I wrote "Audrey San Ee Mei ffk-ed us" lol! 

she was so upset and kept complaining this to everyone in school LOL!

okay now I guarantee it will be something different audrey...

well today's her birthday as well so I might just write this BIG :

AUDREY SAN EE MEI!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

anyways, shopping was really fun except the empty-handed part

well didn't have any cash with me so went window shopping only

but gosh, sales are basically EVERYWHERE

and saw many nice clothes....eeeeeesh.....such a turn off to shop without money...

bought earrings and a nail buffer

Earrings from Vault

Nail buffer from Daiso

It's not that shining after all

shouldn't put too much hope on a 5 bucks tool

hehe....cam-whored snapped some shots in changing room

Well yesterday was kinda suffering

I lost my voice in the morning

and I really felt like the world is gonna end....

went to the doctor at night.....apparently I have a very very weak heart

The doctor have to poke my fingers to let the blood flow through my ice-cold fingers.

Kena poke like crazy and blood was everywhere

my doctor said I was very brave and asked me if I want to study Chinese Medicine...LOL

I would definitely think about it but when he told me the cost of it....

haiz....just don't think about it anymore....

 phone pic, it's kinda blur

see the red spot?? yea, imagine I got poked for twice on each finger...

this was the last cotton ball that I used so not that bloody after all....

woke up this morning an my throat is getting worse, skipped physics tuition

but later I have a 5 hour add maths exam to face.....haiz...

anyways...

Happy Birthday again Audrey San Ee Mei!!

Thanks Thanks *100000 for being a really supportive friend...

Thanks for being the one to tell me to step up on stage lol!!

Thanks for being the cheerful and syok sendiri one......Love Ya!!

You're awesome okay? Never think that you're not!!

Remember our deal?? we'll go manicure and pedicure together when we grow up!!

Happy Sweet 17!

Holi Days...... eeeeeeeesh.....the true pain begins

OhMy is the first Sat of our 2nd MidTerm Holidays a.k.a before-exam-holidays
Went to some SPM Chinese seminar which was held at the Klang Hokkien Association.
well the talk was kinda boring..... I really didn't pay much attention to anything but my PSP

Hehe My Biore mirror and WoonYing's W395

so matching right??? 

I know, I was so lifeless that I took random photo

Next, went to Centro Mall Klang for Brunch

which is in walking distance from the seminar venue

NO 8, JALAN BATU TIGA LAMA
41300 KLANG

Photo Credits to www.centro.com.my
   

Heh went to a Fusion Restaurant :

it's a Pork-Free restaurant anyway... 

The food was just....SO-SO

but I guess we were eating the environment, it's air-cond-ed, with wi-fi, and the interior is abit like the modern nyonya style....etc etc

Heh I just found out that they have facebook! Check it out!

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Klang-Malaysia/The-Chopsticks/121983121158537

After having our lunch went back to school and then

Went to Starbucks with Jessie, WeiNian, Sook and ChewYee

to study my form 5 Sejarah Cheapter 8  play lame board games like Snakes & Ladders and Airplane Chess

Yea I totally failed at studying thanks to my awesome friends =)

Had a Grande Latte, as usual =)

OhMyGosh.....Snakes and Ladders was real fun..... NO JOKE

We had a punishment for the person at the last position after 2 person finish the game, which is :

to say "Hi" to a someone at the tables around us

and Thank God I was the first to finish the game.....=)

and ChewYee got punished lol!!

Haha had loads of fun and laughed like crazy when we were constantly going back and forth across the board. I started as the last from the begining lerr....

yea then later PSP-ed again and talked alot

Thanks guys, you all were awesome, had so much fun with u all!!

Anyways, In conclusion I studied 2 and a half chapter sub-topic

guess I'm gonna eff screw my exams....haiz

I totally adore my Biore compact mirror and I don't know why =)

Please Tell me, Is being Natural Beautiful or being Beuatiful is Natural to you?

It was Merdeka!!!
My cousin's family came to KL to send my cousin back
had an awesome meal at Overseas Restaurant, Jalan Imbi
we finished dinner early, so we were thinking of shopping after dinner
and Pavillion was the 1st thing that came into my mind since I haven't been there b4
Yes YES, THE AUTHOR OF THIS BLOG IS ALWAYS STUCK IN 1U OR THE CURVE
The last time I visit Mid-Valley Megamall was at least 5 years ago
and Let me tell you, I've never been to The Gardens
Yes....Despite my raging window-shopping potential, I'm stuck in PJ only =)

Anyways, turns out that Pavillion was the wrong place to go.....took us so long just to walk along that bloody couture street which sells nothing cheaper than RM888 and then we went Parkson and other stores like MNG Levi's etc etc.....but I dunno why, there's just nothing that caught my eye...hmmm
so decided to go to the 3-Bowls to take photos as a proof that WE ACTUALLY HAD OUT FOOTPRINTS ON PAVILLION lol!!!

Cousin's family

It was Merdeka Day so there was this really big message board outside the mall....

I DIDN'T WRITE THIS

but I certainly like this!! Imagine Lady gaga speaks BM and says "Jangan panggil namaku, Alejandro"

Yea went home after that and we decided that Pavillion is not a place for us

My dad was pretty pissed at the Parking Rate -- RM8.00 for less than an hour

Oh My Gosh I know I really should start studying but, the comp is such a huge temptation!!!!

If you put my comp and RM1000 in front of me

I'll definitely choose the RM1000 just to buy another comp...

anyways.....I just wanna share some thoughts of mine today

Strictly No Offense to any party

Well I received this msg within an hour after I upload an album of photos on fb

Well it says "I BEG YOU WITH MY KNEES DOWN" 

So today, I was wondering, how far would you do to hide what you did??

and on top of that, many questions came into my head....

I don't know why am I so.....EMO+CONFUSED+CONFLICTED with myself today

So The question of the day is :

Is being NATURAL BeautifuL or being BEAUTIFUL is Natural to you??

I don't know, I always thought that being yourself is the best but turns out that I still care a lot about what others think. I know, I know, I'm such a shallow girl

Beauty is definitely not about the surface

Hehe let me share some photos that I-COULDN'T-BELIEVE-I-TOOK

I know, this is so retarded. I took this photo when I was trying a bright red lip stick. I hated this photo at 1st and I was gonna delete it. But when I look again

I thought it was totally myself LOL!!

and Now I Love this photo!!!

Yea another I-can't-believe-this-is-me photo

haha.......this is soooooo not me man....

but when I look back into my photo albums

wtf 30% of my photos are in this category lol!!

anyways, I was really struggling to keep things natural or continue hiding my flaws

and finally, this song told me everything :

Magic Power's 我是谁 我是谁 我是谁

I was trying to look for an eng subbed version but there's none.

So If you don't understand, try to feel the song through the melody.

The song is basically about modern day's individuals struggling to be themselves because of what others think, speak and seek.

and yea, it's very inspiring because this song taught me to stay strong and don't think that being youself is impossible.and of course they told me that all of us are The Most Beautiful <3

Okay another random sharing

CN BLUE!!!!!

Just a short intro if you guys don't know them.

Lead Vocals = Yonghwa, 21

Lead Guitar = JongHyun, 20

Bassist = JongShin, 18

Drums = MinHyuk, 19

Bloody hell, they are so young right?? But yet they are soooooo talented. Yonghwa is AWESOME in singing. Though he gets unstable at times, but he has a unique voice and very strong vocals. CN Blue is now pretty hot in Korea and often invited to perform covers and also cross stage with other Artists. They seriously rock man. And their personalities are just sooooo cute!! Yonghwa is very funny, Jongshin is the friendly type, MinHyuk is the cutest and JongHyun is the Charismatic one.aaaaah.....SeoHyun is sooo lucky to have Yonghwa. Yonghwa is also very lucky to have Seohyun LOL!!

This is the BEST one!!

TaeYeon and Yonghwa's vocals ROCKS THE HOUSE MAN!!!!

oh....holiday is coming REAL SOON, can't wait to paint my nails now LOL!! Byez

Hil's Bday!!!

Well her Bday was on last friday....
Our Miss Hilary Ng <3

Subject of the day

Our beloved leader Hilary Ng Hwei Leng

Basketball was our main entertainment on that day

I don't know what are they trying to do with the money

Yoga was sub entertainment LOL!

OmG I look like a beast here!!

Nightwalk-ed somemore, pretty pic rite???

Here comes the cake!!

*Count Count Count* 1 + 7 candle =)

Happy Birthday to you!!!!

Happy Birthday to you!!!

Thanks Hilary, for being an awesome*10000 friend!

I know I'm not a good friend, I'm not a good committee member too, I know I always give you a lot of MAFAN, really sorry. Thanks for always forgiving me and teaching me and guiding me to new things and new experience. I really appreciate all the wonderful memories we have together since form 1!! OMG time is passing so fast....there's so much that we've been through and I realize the Girl Guides committee are closer to each other as time goes by. We learned to face problems together and laugh together. Anyways, Love ya and I'll really really miss you!!!!

Bday Girl's Present....

I wasn't sure what to buy and then I saw Etude House was having sale so I just went in an picked these nail colors

I was quite disappointed with the purple(hilary's fave color) shades they have...

Probably bcoz purple is not in season

It's hard to leave a shop with your hands empty when you see there's sale....

Thank God I didn't bring that much of money

or else I would have bought more than this

Code B Strong Eyes Cream Liner

Baby Pink Nail Color (baby pink is a must have for every girl)

Powder Blue Eyeshadow

Nail Art Stickers

All these at less than 40 bucks........*winks*

I bought the Biore Cleansing Oil from Jusco where I have a RM10 voucher

it retails at RM22.90

Really love this make-up remover

has a very apple-ish scent, which is my fave fruit lol!

But it's abit uncomfortable to the eyes if you apply it in the wrong way.

Reasons of Why all the International Stars chose Singapore as their stage instead of Malaysia

I don't know why

Maybe Singapore is just too good

or Malaysia is just too suck-ish
all the International Stars love to go to Singapore instead of Malaysia which is who-knows-how-many-times the size of SG

Oh My Gosh, Singapore is sooooooooo happening
They are gonna have this F1 rocks concert again! which stars awesome singers like Mariah Carey, Adam Lambert, Daughtry and much much more on the 24,25,26th of Sept....

Then they have the Korean Pop Night Concert which has SNSD, BigBang, FT Island, Shinee etc etc on the 23rd of October

and and AND JayPark is coming tooo!!!!!!!

 

 and CN Blue came to SG 2 weeks ago.....eeeeesh why can't they just take a 1 hr flight up to M'sia?????
really want to meet them weih!!!

Okay In my Opinion the TOP-4 reasons that International Artists pick Singapore over Malaysia to have concerts and showcase:

let's start from no.4 : Malaysians don't really support Original Albums
This is an obvious fact, most Malaysians prefer to download songs from the internet illegally instead of buying an album to support the sales of the artist. And that's because the albums in Malaysia is soo expensive (to M'sians) and our economy is getting worse, not many people can afford to buy original albums unlike in the past decade. Whereas Singapore has a greater market since the citizens are capable and also supportive to buy original albums.

No.3 : Singapore is a better name....
certainly, Singapore has a really big name in the International stage. There are people who thought that Malaysia is in Singapore lol!! Yea, SG is more well known country to international fans,and it would be easier for them to travel. Imagine if someone asks a foreigner, "Do you want Adam Lambert's concert in Malaysia or Singapore" I know I shouldn't say this on our country's National Day, but "Malaysia" sounds very....."3rd-world-country-ish" to me.....(Ethopia, Indonesia.....Malaysia) in fact we are 3rd world country...lol! yea of course they will choose Singapore rite?

No.2 : Singapore is so rich
Another obvious fact, their people certainly has more money to invite all these stars right?? I mean their country's economy is really rising and all the people have high income, the country is also very rich. That's how they have all these money to promote their F1 by inviting International Superstars like Mariah Carey and Adam Lambert. The events organizer will definitely earn a fortune when they have events like Korean Pop Night Concert because certainly the high-income-Singaporeans would pay for this event. Until now 1S$ is equivalent to 650-700 won that's why recently so many K-Pop stars like B2st, CN Blue came to SG


No.1 They don't want to be caught by our police just because they wear low cut/spaghetti strap/mini skirt/hot pants/sleeveless shirt etc etc
I don't think i need to explain this one lol!!
 

Korean Pop Night Concert In Singapore

Oh My Gee.....
They are coming to Singapore for The Korean Pop Night Concert
It's Singapore....so near....but yet so far
This will 100% be a must-go event for al the K-Pop fans in S.E.A
they invited the best of the best korean artists like SNSD, BigBang, Shinee, FT Island
I don't really know Infinite and D-Na but I guess they aren't bad too!!!

The question mark is actually D-Na which was announce later...

Oh My this is so so cool!!

The Concert will be held on the 23rd of October 2010

organized by Proof Label

The venue is not announced yet...

There's rumors about the VIP ticket price at 298 S$ 

Are you serious? That is kinda cheap, I mean normally these K-Pop concert tickets will be bloody pricey wan...

This concert is definitely worth it, probably better than MTV World Stage!

OMG i really wanna go....can anyone buy the tix for me?? *starts dreaming*

Anyways Join their Official FaceBook page for more Details

Wa I'm very in Love with CN Blue and SNSD these days

probably because after watching YongHwa and SeoHyun's We Got Married

Super Love Them now!!!!

 and OMG Yuri can really really rap!!!!

Always my fave!!

YongSeo's Performance of Run Devil Run and Lovelight

I love their chorus of RDR, so yeng, with the rock and roll edge in it!
And OMG I love how Yonghwa look at SeoHyun when they sing LoveLight
I bet YongHwa is feeling very happy in his heart that Seohyun is singing his song!

OhMyGosh they are so so sweet

I know they might not be as couple-ish as Adam and Khuntoria

but they are just really sweet

Well rumor has it that Adam and Khuntoria chose their partner before the show

that's why both couples are so in love

But for YongSeo they don't know each other at all

so basically they are going through the valentine's stage now

not the marriage phase yet

If you watch from the 1st episode, they started really awkward with each other and as time goes by, they got closer and sweeter to each other.....it's just so natural to me <3

Now, though you can't see them hold hands or hug each other but you can see they are always caring for each other and always trying to make each other happy...it's just sooooo Natural!!

and both of them are so talented in music

that's why people invited them to perform together!!

OhMy i really love them!!

Sweet Potato Couple rocks!!

But Adam and Khuntoria rocks too!!

Puay Chai Campfire Backstage

Photos Photos Photos!!!!
From PuayChai's Campfire
well I must say that night was surprisingly fun...
Maybe it's our first campfire after a 3 yrs lapse, we were surprised by how hyper the crowd was...
The cool thing about the crowd is that there was a combination of Primary school kids and teenagers like us... All the little boy scouts and little girl guides are soooooo cute and they were very very supportive!!
Thanks to PuayChai who made all this happen!

Anyways Good Job! to the committee members of campfire!
The Openeing was really cool and the whole Lord Baden Powell's Sketch thing was very fun.
Danced for the opening and OMG before the music started
I was very nervous and the crowd was SHOUTING "Leng Lui" all the way which was so BLOODY ANNOYING and SCARY TO ME. I seriously didn't know the how hyped the audience are....At that moment, I really didn't know whether I should laugh or cry LOL
But it was a awesome experience afterall =)

Then we taught the audience how to dance Waka-Waka and played the Campfire-Must-Have Games like Nightwalk and Love/FRIENDSHIP Tunnel...
Then went back to the class (a.k.a preparation room) to change....so I don't know what's going after the games until our last dance...
Then practiced for our Pink Panther Dance LOL!


After our closing act, went back to the classroom and started camwhoring LOL!

!

The Dance Team

Only Sook and WeiNian didn't take their partner shot.....eeesh

Our Uber Pretty Bday Girl!!!!

(FYI : she looks 100 times better in person!)

Jessie : You Bimbo People!!

Despite the fever, i was feeling really good that night. Probably the hot-ness was all radiated during the dance LOL!! Really Thank God that there's campfire from our school in my last year of high school. 

To my dance partners, you guys were AWESOME!! There was so much fun working with you guys. Really hope that we can gather again and do more HOT MOVES together!

Scouts campfire committee, don't give up!! Keep up the good work! and if you guys don't mind, work with the Guides too kay?

LeeHom's Showcase Aftermaths...

just to shout out some experience on last Sunday

If you don't understand what the eff am I talking about, It's Okay =)

What I really hate about rockzone showcase is that people are so bloody squeezy!!!
argh....
I know I kinda jumped queue when I was looking for my friend, but at least i apologized and I gave up and went back, right??
Please be considerate!!!

There was this girl who was initially beside me, she saw there's a gap so she tried to fit herself into that gap which makes her infront of me. But she's apart with her friends, so she kept turning his head back and forth to talk to her friends ....
Eh WOMAN!! I KNOW YOU THINK A SMALL PONYTAIL IS VERY CUTE BUT COULD YOU BLOODY STOP TURNING YOUR HEAD A? IF U WANT TO TALK TO YOUR FRIEND, GO BEHIND LA!!! DON'T YOU KNOW YOUR HAIR TASTE LIKE ROTTEN WEED??
I was really pissed at that time and I really was gonna say this to her. But I was kinda tired and I don't think it's nice to pick a fight when everyone is so frustrated.

Speaking of hair, there's another girl, she was infront of me when the autograph queue started and everyone was squeezing like mad. Everyone was literally stick together.
Yea, BLESS THIS GIRL WHO USES SUNSILK SHAMPOO LOL!! OR ELSE I WOULD HAVE FAINTED DUE TO OVER INTAKE OF SWEATY AIR....
She was with her boyfriend and she was really pissed when people pushed forward. Thank God THAT I'M A GIRL IF NOT SHE WOULD HAVE CALLED ME A MOLESTER (coz i'm pretty sure my hand was on her butt at 80% of time since all of us are sticking together.)

Yea I guess I should change my shampoo to Sunsilk....

haiz....that's it.....random random post....

p/s : I'm still very sad about not getting LeeHom's autograph...

Underestimating LeeHom is the biggest mistake in my life!!!!!!!

LeeHom is such an Awesome Artist with Great Voice, Hot Tracks and Charming Personality and on top of that, Breath-taking Look...

How on earth can you find another ZILLION-TALENTED Artist like him?????

Since I'm so crystal-clear about this fact, how could I be so stupid??
So stupid that I only reach 1u at 5pm where the showcase starts at 6??

Yes The Crowd was definitely.......MASSIVE

Yea that was basically what happened on that day...

but I didn't mention about the sweat, the frustrations, the disappointments I felt...but I guess it's all my fault. Probably because of the fever, I forgotten HOW MUCH FANS LEEHOM HAS....

Well actually I wanted to go at 2 something, but my parents didn't let me because they think I need to rest.

Now, I can tell them they are absolutely wrong. The later you reach, the more you wait, the more you sweat, the more you get pissed when u realize you're not getting his autograph...and the more tired I was at the end...

Anyways....there's still things to be happy of : I SAW HIM IN PERSON FOR THE 1ST TIME, isn't that great enough??

Before the Event ----- Anticipated!!!

Royce was the host for the day....
I saw him(in close distance) too after the event =)

Oh gosh it's HIM!!!!

The Shades definitely make him look hotter...hmmm
Anyways, still loved his voice and his song : 你不知道的事
I was totally mesmerized by his voice.....

Well he has a flight to catch to he sang only one song and started the autograph session, which is something that I'm grateful of. Less songs, less squeezing in the crowd...

Well basically at 54% of time, I cant see him at all, thanks to this lady's cam, at least the 54% time wasn't that boring....

He requested to go toilet LOL!! I bet the people who saw him in the hotel must have gone crazy =)

Yea they stopped the queue at 8.45 something, so I quickly pulled myself out of the crowd and I waited at the exit lane where his van was parked over there. Loads of people were waiting beside the lane already.  Thanks to this security guard who didn't mind letting me to wait on the lane. Standing at the lane was excruciating too bcoz everyone who came out with his autograph has a big smile on their face and I didn't get a thing. So I was thinking maybe I should try one last time to see if I could get his autograph while he boards his van. (The album I have is actually my brother's friend's, which I had promised to help her to get the autograph) Yea and finally he walked down the stage and OMG he really did passed by me (he was smiling -- so sweet) and he was seriously close to me. I didnt think much so I just shot myself forward and shouted "please sign" and the next second, the security guard pushed me back....
At that moment, I felt disappointment, guilt and also ..........idiotic at the same time...
Because I realize how Idiotic I must have looked when I ran towards him, argh, he must have thought that I'm a psycho or something. But I'm sure I'm not the 1st encounter LOL

Anyways my brother got the autograph coz he's a HOMANIAC

Photo Credits : http://community.livejournal.com/aiyatheydidnt/435940.html 
 OKAY I'M VERY UPSET NOW
I CAN'T BELIEVE MY BROTHER GAVE THIS ADORABLE KEYCHAIN TO HIS FRIEND INSTEAD OF HIS OWN SISTER!!!!
HOW COULD HE???
I WAS PLANNING TO HANG THIS ON HIS(or our) PSP (since he said my pink color strap is so girlish)

Anyways,

I SWEAR I'LL BE A HOMANIAC THIS YEAR

NOTHING IS GONNA STOP ME!!!

p/s : Love LeeHom forever!! OMG he's been my role model for 11 years already!!!! LOL!

An Awesome song that you don't wanna miss!!!

Don't forget to watch Love in Disguise!!